So I took one side of the bed and she took the other side. She put two pillows to make a partition on the bed. I smiled and told her that I sleep straight so I don’t really move that much she should make that partition a bit bigger so that she does not cross the partition. I was just trying to make her blush and she was blushing. So I had to tell her that it was a joke and I clearly saw that she was relieved by hearing that.
I turned the light off and turned the dim light on. In our part of the world there is always a mostly blue color small light bulb next to the regular light bulb and it is called the dim light. It created a very dark blue light in the room but did not interfere the sleep.
I called her by name..” Would you ever forget me?” She asked me. “Would you?” I asked her back. “You already knew the answer.” She answered me back. There was a complete silence in the room. Then finally I told her to go to sleep and wished her a good night. She did not say anything.
There were so many things going in my mind. The responsibility I had for my wife and family. I loved my wife with all my heart then why and how I was dwelling within myself about the last two days. I was not sure the extent of my feelings for her but I knew it was growing. I was feeling very confused. I fell on sleep…
I was dreaming of an open sea beach. It was kind of mystic site. I was walking down the empty beach. I was looking for something. I saw someone sitting alone bending down her head inside her knees. I started running towards that woman.. She raised her face. It was tears all over her face. Her eyes were puffed… she was crying. I bent down and sat beside her. She held my two hands and started to shake my hands, “Where did you go leaving me alone …?” I did not know what to answer..
She started to touch me. She brought her soft rose petal lips close to my lips. I could feel her soft touch. I could feel her warmth. The warm breath she was taking. I did not want it to end. I wanted her to give me a hug. Touch me with her soft hands. Suddenly I woke up feeling some warmth on right side of my face. I knew someone was there but did not want to open my eyes. What if the dream just went away..
God knows how long I was like that. It seemed eternity. Finally I opened my eyes when I felt some warmth on my nose and lips. In that dark blue light I could still see sparkle in her eyes. She zoomed her face off my face and tried to go back to her side of partition but I grabbed her before she got back. I pushed the pillows which worked as partition and brought back to me.
She was shivering like a small bird shivers on a rainy clod night, wet and no place to go. I pulled her towards me. There she was , could not move. She was frozen…I knew she never had a man ..I knew after staying with a man for two days. She developed some kinds of infatuations about him. And I also knew that being a girl from that conservative society….it was really a daring thing to do to come closer to me..
I put back of her head on my right hand. I raised my head. Close to her face. She closed her eyes. I knew she was ready. I could see her eyelids were moving. There was a slight shaking on her lips. I just could not hold myself. I grabbed her tight and put my lips on her lips. I grabbed her lips by my lips and planted a lip lock for god knows how long.
I started to caress her…slowly touching her face with my finger. I knew light touch by fingers works great to raise the sensitivity on a woman. She was making some soft sound when I was touching her with my fingers and lips. She could not take that anymore. She did not say anything but I knew how she was feeling.
But I did not want to take her in that situation. What if she regretted in the morning….what if she thought low of me when she got back her senses….
I gave her few more kisses but told her that we will talk about it in the morning. I could see that she was relieved to hear that.
I held her in my arms. It seemed she felt safer in my arms…I held her tight…I told her to fall on sleep and so did I…